Wednesday, January 18, 2006
JESUS H FUCKING CHRIST
Yesterday. VTAC: sorry, you have not received an offer for this round. TISC (WA): ditto.Sigh of relief.
Today: not holding out much hope, or rather...holding out a lot of hope that there would be the same result.
FUCK ME.
What did I ever do to you, god? Ok I just took your son's name in vain BUT THIS IS SERIOUS.
Below is the sentence that could possible change the whole course of my future.
"490720 Bachelor of Medicine - full time at University of Newcastle (DFEE) 16/01/2006 For instructions on how to respond to your offer click here"
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FUCK!!!!
This is THE DECISION. Of my whole fucking life. The "what if" moment. The three roads divereged in a wood moment. Law, Psychology, Medicine. Medicine, Psychology, Law. Psychology, Medicine, Law. I don't even want to BEGIN the fucking decision-making process yet, the weighing of pros and cons.
I haven't told anyone yet. Chris is on MSN but it's not fucking working. I haven't told my mother yet, nor my father, nor anyone. Oh jesus what do I do. Why did I put myself in this position?!
Ok now MSN is working. Chris knows, Maria guessed from my OH MY FING LORD screen name.
FFFCUUUUUCKUCKUKCK
# posted at 9:07 pm
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