Sunday, November 20, 2005
Just
Only got 66 for International Security - just scraped into a Credit. Sigh. Mind, it's what I deserve. Handed in an essay I'm ashamed to have to my name and was extremely extremely distracted during the exam (all XY's fault! hehe). Still, was hoping. Probably will do worse this semester. I'm expecting C for Crim, a D for French, D-HD for Pop Culture, D-HD for Psych (was already sitting on 35.5/40 before the exam). Easier subjects last sem - Spanish & Ethics, much bludgier than Security & Psych. Contracts was heaps easier than Crim too. But anyhow, what's done cannot be undone. I need to keep up a good average to get into the exchange programme and score some cash, though.I'm dreading my Newcastle interview. Am really, really quite sure I don't want to be a bloody doctor. I'm certain I'd be a shithouse one. Firstly, I'm crap with people. Secondly, I'm crap at physical/spatial tasks so would suck at clinicalness. Thirdly, reading about science kills me now - imagine a lifetime trying to keep up with medical journals. I'd just avoid it.
And yet I'm still going. That more than getting a C or whatever shows what a dumb duck I am.
Hot damn, I should've taken the leap into Psych at the beginning of this year. I've told my mum about it as a Plan C and she's cross. Did the "I told you so" thing and the "wasted years" thing. Bleeping bleep.
# posted at 4:12 am
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